I want so badly to scream my pains to the worlds
My musings and all that floats in my thoughts these days
In the hopes I am not so alone, in the hopes I can help others through my own pain
But I fear of the judgements of others
So often
I fear of the things they will say
That they always say
Of how I should feel
Or act

The ripping of the scabs
A never-ending sleepless walk
Where I am living where I am staying
Standing
Forever
Stagnant thoughts
Stagnant heart
Stagnant soul