I am alone.
So utterly alone
In my thoughts and misery
The deep wave of grief
Crashing over my head
A tsunami inside my heart
Feeling all the after effects
Rippling through my veins
As the blood stops pumping
My heart shrivels
So tired from beating hard
For you
All those months
All I feel is what wells up
Years flowing
Tears growing
Building up for another storm
Our life is gone
And I don’t want to believe it
Keeping my eyes shut to reality
So the flood won’t pour out of me
Again and again
Neverending these days
As the moon lights up the sky
I fall to my knees in surrender
The end of a cycle
The end of a dream
The end of a love
The end of a life
Together
Never
You didn’t
You won’t
Choose me
I can’t remove the spines from my heart
Quite yet
Too embedded
Into every part of my being
I tell myself everything I am supposed to know
All the practicalities of my realities
But nothing matters
As I am swallowed whole by this ocean
Eyelids still my eyesight
The darkest hues of blue
I am drowning in the shadows
Of you💧
Beautiful..well penned..Happy blogging ⚘⚘